Blind Date.

It’s been weeks since I’ve been on the so called blind date.    I was taking some time for me to figure out what my opinion was. He’s really cute, well read, smart, religious, educated and extremely honest. I mean really really honest that boy must get himself in trouble all the time.  He’s got his degree at McGill a Masters degree in business Admin (from where? I don’t remember), he is bilingual and he lives at home, swimming in a mountain full of debt, holding a mediocre job and broke.  What the f***? All of that info on one date and a few phone conversations.  How the hell is someone supposed to process that? TMI....too much information too soon. Oh yeah I have a thing a serious thing with men with facial hair but not any facial hair but Gerald Levert thing.  I think he’s got the hair texture to make that happen. I have already started making subliminal suggestions. (LOL...I am an idiot)

I knew that after the train wreck of relationships that I have been involved in that I am definitely looking for something different. He definitely is that and I appreciate that...I really do. It’s hard however to completely go against what you know. ....kind of nerdy based on conversation not appearance but I am okay with that I am always been interested in someone I can learn from....he’s weird at times cute at others. Definite not the smooth talking hustlers that I usually fall for but with all the differences for me comes unfamiliarity. I feel at times uneasy and unsure. I usually know exactly what I want and I don’t. I do know that I looked forward to our conversations, but the conversations are beginning to deplete already. Not sure of the reasons; it could be our 3 year age difference I felt as if we may be at different places which is reasonable and expected, it could be incompatibility or the fact that I told him about my heart condition. I don’t know. After each of our dates our friend would give me a call for dirt. She would be excited and tell me that great cause he like me so much. What changing I don’t know but if he is interested in letting me know he will.

So if you are asking if the blind date experience was a success I would say yes. Is it a love connection eh doubt  it....but I do know that I would absolutely have my friend set me with someone else again? Thank you feisty Trini. 

I know I am not perfect. I have a set of my issues as does everyone. Writing all this is, about me ...it’s my blog. As a first date after a string of heartaches it definitely worth it and not nearly as scary as I thought. Ladies and gents I am ready to get out there....I t